something just struck me. i felt so moody when i got home. i dont know whether it's because of the tensed up feeling that's making tears swell in my eyes currently, or is it just another of my moodswings. sigh.

BLUEGH.
i felt so happy throughout the whole day just now. managed to go fuhua sports day with kak seri. spent the hours there with her. met SALIMI<3 my love. he's so cute. in p5, yet still so short. i forgot his name in the first place. so i asked him. then he didnt want to answer. he asked "asal potong rambut. huh?" which means "why cut your hair, huh?" and he asked that repeatedly. he's so cute. then he was like "welllll...i give you clue. my name rhymes with the word *dunnowhat*" then i dunno. i said sulaiman. then he was like "TSK! no la! it's salimi" then he walked away. oh! he was actually walking back and forth while answering my question la. cute boy(: then took his photo. he was surprised that he quickly turned around when he saw me with my phone camera. super adorable(: his cheeky smile never failed to cheer up my moody days. i know, it sounds really wrong. but i mean it. i mean, in a that, you know...TSK!
SALIMI<3









went organ class. miss sarah thinks that i played well. oh wells. im pretty sure i cant be hoping for the result to get into the finals or something. well, i really want your support. i mean, just, pray hard for me will already do fine. i will appreciate it more than ever, since organ is no 1 rank in my life right now. sigh. stress stress stress.

abah made me feel so bad. i think he really thinks that i want a new pair of shoes for organ competition tomorrow. i mean, the shoes kak ida has doesnt fit me. one fits perfectly. but it's not comfortable to play with. i suddenly became so moody. sigh. im crying ): TSK!! BREATHE BREATHE BREATHE! D:
then he suddenly went down the stairs and looked at the clock. and he actually wanted to bring me out get a new pair of shoes JUST for the sake of the competition. omg. i cannot continue already. i need the toilet.